Wishing and Hoping

I feel frustrated beyond belief! I felt impressed to move about 4 1/2 months ago. I immediately began praying for direction! I sought Heavenly Father's will diligently! I did everything in my power to follow His guidance. But to no avail. I've prepared myself and my things and have nothing to show for it, except frustration. I realize it sounds awful. I am struggling to exhibit faith in Heavenly Father's plan for me. But it's hard! I feel that everything I desire and everything He has guided me to do hasn't happened. Why?! What have I done wrong?! I'm trying with all my might and I'm losing energy. I have given what I have and all I have to show for it is a weak spirit.